2020 has got to be one of the more depressing years that I've been through.
Its been rough and part of my mental state just crumbled somewhere in the middle of the year. I hated most things that I have produced and even hated myself at some point.
I felt dead inside despite the things that I have. Then I realised that life is too short to stay unhappy or numb your feelings for approval from society. Nothing matters except for your happiness.
After settling down with my emotions I come to realise that I am indeed alot happier, even after all that had happened. I've found new friends, formed bonds, did something I like and most importantly have time for myself. To kinda catch up with myself and pat myself on the back.
2020 was indeed horse shit but despite that it was a good year. One door closes another one opens. What's important is that we move on and find things that add meaning to our lives.
Let's all try to be alittle happier than this year. Do alittle something for ourselves.
And make this coming year better than the last.
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